first confessions

i'm not a flirt or a playboy, i just wan to socialise. i wouldve start flirting around if i wan to, but i just dun see a point. although i really wan to hav someone there for me, but i'm not ready for a relationship, i dun hav the confidence, i have many problems/restrictions/limitations of my own.

i'm giving up going around like a despo(although i've never been one), i'll just lead a normal plain life.