im sorry, my love for you has just grown too much

darling, im sorry, i feel reali bad n lousy, i just couldnt cheer u up just nw. i tink instead i made it worse...im reali so sorry!

darling,my love for u has grown so much,reali way beyond wad i expect,n ure becoming more n more impt to me in my life,im sorry i reali cant help it but to keep tinking n tinking abt consequences of everyting,im beginning to get more n more afraid of losing u,i trust u,i reali do,its nt u my dear,its just me...i tink im being too paranoid,contradicting,trusting u n knowing dat we will go on n on n never seperate,n dat i shld leave everyting in God's hands,but yet im still afraid of losing u...
ure...just too impt to me...
i'll keep holding onto u...
im sorry for being like dis,if i get overboard,tell me,give me a big slap on the face,wake me up...

darling,i reali want u to chase after ur dreams,i want u to b happy,chase after it wifout any worries,becuz i'll reali work hard to make sure i can provide for us n our families in future,i'll always b supporting u in wad eva u do...

daryl has grown,matured n reali noe how to tink for u for myself for our families,for our future...making decisions arent as easy anymore,i need u by my side in every decision making...dat'll work best not ony for me,but us...

daryl loves grace
alot...