im sorry, my love for you has just grown too much

darling, im sorry, i feel reali bad n lousy, i just couldnt cheer u up just nw. i tink instead i made it worse...im reali so sorry!

darling,my love for u has grown so much,reali way beyond wad i expect,n ure becoming more n more impt to me in my life,im sorry i reali cant help it but to keep tinking n tinking abt consequences of everyting,im beginning to get more n more afraid of losing u,i trust u,i reali do,its nt u my dear,its just me...i tink im being too paranoid,contradicting,trusting u n knowing dat we will go on n on n never seperate,n dat i shld leave everyting in God's hands,but yet im still afraid of losing u...
ure...just too impt to me...
i'll keep holding onto u...
im sorry for being like dis,if i get overboard,tell me,give me a big slap on the face,wake me up...

darling,i reali want u to chase after ur dreams,i want u to b happy,chase after it wifout any worries,becuz i'll reali work hard to make sure i can provide for us n our families in future,i'll always b supporting u in wad eva u do...

daryl has grown,matured n reali noe how to tink for u for myself for our families,for our future...making decisions arent as easy anymore,i need u by my side in every decision making...dat'll work best not ony for me,but us...

daryl loves grace
alot...

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gonna slp soon

glad baobei's got new fone, somemore is iphone!
hah! yay! finally can sms lers! and use a proper fone ler baobei! xP
feel so happy for u and for us! hehes

woke up early in the morning, went to church, church ended went for lunch wif baobei, my parents, and my aunties! hehes...noisy noisy aunties huhs baobei? =P today's ony a preview...u'll noe more realli sooon...

after lunch went over to my place, studied a lil physics wif baobei, baobei hope wad i tried to explain and taught u today will reali help for tml's eoy physics, i tried my best, i noe u're tired, i'm sorry kaes, its all my fault, never let u slp, and yet kept accompanying me, sometimes i feeeel reali bad, but i noe u're happy even thou, i also she bu de ask u slp...ok i'm contradicting lers...i just want u to b happy...but yet i wan u to be healthily strong, ok i must reali learn how to be firm lers... >.< i'm sorry baobei...for ur sake n our future's sake kaes... studied! okays, den we went to amk n had dinner wif baobei's family! had baobei's dad's frens around, okay, dinner was reali great! gosh, many many fooood again...lol!cannot finish... =X hor hor...waste foooooood!

and after dinner, went walking around baobei's neighbourhood, spent some quiet time tgt, singing, laughing, and some reali lovely moments tgt, hehes, walked around den back to baobei's house for awhile..........and finally back home.....!

had a reali great day wif u again my dear, every moment we spent tgt reali felt great...u're reali so sweeeet, i'm so happy we're reali getting along well, growing stronger and stronger tgt as each day past, as we get to noe each other more, everyting reali starts to gel n bond tgt, i'm reali happy...thank you my dear...你最棒!


ahhhh! accidentally deleted previous post! >.<